| Thursday, June 09, 2005

Hey, I am going crazy here. There is so much to do and not enough time to do it in. I sometime feel like a slave. I know I shouldn't feel this way but I do. My mom had a scare the other day. She woke up with a hard lump on the back of her leg. She called the doctor and she thought it could have been a blood clot. Luckily, it was just a muscle which had tensed due to her FMS and the Lipitor she was taking. The doctor gave her some medicine which knocks her out. I have been left to keep things in order which is near to impossible. My dad and brother are not helpful but harmful. They make messes and refuse to pick up after themselves. My dad was raised to believe that the housework is a girl or woman's job and he is showing my brother that. My brother will not help because of it no matter how much my mom tells him to the contrary. My sister is not much help either. She will clean a bathroom but won't touch the rest unless someone she knows is coming over. I have been tempted to call one of her friends to call to say they are coming and then not to come so my sister will help. I have tried to just keep up with the laundry and dishes but that is proving to hard. By the time I have washed one set of pots, pans, and dishes the other set is dirty. The laundry is never ending when you have five adults and several which change more than twice a day. Starting tonight I will be painting the puppet stage and I have to have it completely done by next Thursday so that it can be dry for when they take it down to move it into the auditorium on that Saturday. At the same time I will be helping to decorate the entire building. We decorate every wall and sometimes we even decorate the ceiling and floor. Tomorrow I am suppose to go to my grandma's to help her out. She is suppose to watch my cousin Ashton and make things for my cousin Janee's open house. My grandma is also suppose to have surgery on the 19th and has no business doing either of those things. Then tomorrow is Janee's open house and Saturday is four open houses for people at church. Then starting Sunday night is a Gospel Meeting till Wednesday and also Sunday night is my parent's surprise anniversary party. I haven't even had a chance today to change my clothes. I just ate lunch and it is almost three o'clock. I have to go and do some more laundry, dishes, take care of my mom, and any thing else my family thinks of. I will talk to you more later. Take care and I am praying for you all.


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