| Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Life has been kind of rough on me lately. I am really stressed out and don't feel so important. My sister is officially engaged now. Just another thing to add to the list of things she does before me. She has also made me feel not so good or important. I called to see what was up and she informed me of her engagement and that the boy had bought some dogs which they were bringing home for Thanksgiving. I asked if they would still be coming to take me home. She asked the boy and he said it depended on the price of gas. My sister informed him that my parents would pay for the gas. He said it didn't matter. She got on the phone and assumed I didn't hear him and she said that they would have to see. A couple days later, my mom said that the boy and my sister would be coming to get me but I had to tell them that I might bring someone with me. I called and they had already invited someone else to go with them. The thing is this girl has a car, has driven herself home the past year, and she lives near us. I tell my sister I may have someone else to come with us. This would be the first person to go home with me. My sister said that if I brought this girl home I would have to have mom or dad come get us. I asked why because the boy's car holds five people and my sister had already said the dog create fits on her lap because the dogs are so small. She said that it wouldn't have mattered if I could drive. Turns out the boy wanted another driver so invited the other person. Now I find myself hoping the person doesn't come home with me because I don't want my dad taking off work to get me or my mom driving that far with her health issues to get me. I just don't know what to do. I wish I could drive and had my own car so I wouldn't have to worry anymore on who or how I am going to get home. I am suppose to get my permit at Thanksgiving break but with the health of my family I don't know if I still will.


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